出离与不舍

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看《巨流河》,繁体版,拿起来竟不忍放下,转眼就看了前三章。印象深刻的,是讲述那一段少年的流亡生活。在日军的侵袭下,一群少年怎么在自己的国土上流浪,从南京到长沙,到桂林,贵州,辗转至重庆。那里面一个个小小的、从来不曾到过的地名,读起来竟如此亲切。恍惚间,仿佛回到了五六岁的儿时,站在家乡的稻田里,看着四周水光山色,整个世界渐次在面前展开,如此新鲜,如此广大,充满了无数的可能性。一时间,竟忘了战乱之苦,只恨自己不能流离于那个纷乱却壮阔的时代。

在灯下一个人阅读这些云淡风轻的文字,脑袋仿佛进了光,愉悦却感伤。对比当前的世道,顿感生活之紧张、乏味、无趣。但两月前在台湾,一位大学老师却向我说,你赶上了好时候,现在是中国的大时代,未来一二十年在这片土地上会发生巨大的变化。而我们在台湾,剩下的只是修修补补了。

也对。如果跳到五十年后再看今日之中国,也许真的会感到流光异彩,宇宙无垠吧。就如同我看这段山河破碎下少年流亡的历史,或者自己儿时站在稻田里看到的世界。

任何时代都是有趣的时代,只要你能足够的出离。

不管怎样,在看到十八岁的作者把懵懂爱慕的男生送上回部队的军车后,幽幽地说道“今生,我未再见他一面”时,我还是惆怅了。

在那个年代,不见了,就真的不见了。

万古长空,只有这一声叹息。

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  1. 我印象最为深刻,也最打动我的便是作者从小的学思经历了,每每读到那个时代的教师、课堂,还有那些大师、人生导师,我便满是感怀,满是感动。作者何其幸运,在那样的求学阶段就已经接触到像那些真性情且有真学识的大家,比如作者讲到,转系到朱光潜先生门下,与钱穆先生的渊源,读雪莱和济慈的诗等等,这些大师和作品,对作者生命的启发是可遇而不可求的,也是无法言表的。第三章《“中国不亡,有我!”——南开中学》则提到了南开求学所结缘的终身难忘的老师,南开首任校长张伯苓,还有那些令南开人津津乐道的传奇人物——国文科孟志荪老师、化学科郑老憨、地理科教初中中国史的吴振芝老师等等,其中以作者数十年追忆难忘的孟志荪老师最令人深刻,从课堂,到人生的引导,那时的老师不仅仅是在完成自己的工作,而是真正的“教”和“育”,不是为了传授课本知识而去教,而真正是从老师本身出发,去用自己的生命、情感和前生的阅历,带领学生们去认识历史,学会审美和欣赏,用真情去关爱每个孩子,同甘共苦,在动乱中依然保有理想和追求,对未来充满希望。就像文中所说——以任何时代标准来看,都是注重性灵启发的有识之士。而这,却真真是我们现在的教育和师长所缺失的角色功能。

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